| love musings |
[Friday
November 27th, 2009 11:28pm] |
last night in my semi conscious state, i know you kissed me on my forehead and brought my head to rest right by your heart. and even though i was half asleep, i knew i wasn't dreaming.
it's these little things that make me feel blessed to be loved by you <3
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| holidays come quick won't you! |
[Wednesday
November 25th, 2009 5:25pm] |
with conflicts over, it feels like the holidays are here! despite how badly it went.... i think YTM secretly likes to torture us. the amount of issues that had to be covered, the pathetic 3 hours for 3 hypos, the panic you felt when you exceed 1 hour for each hypo, the massive flipping through notes, the SMALL desk, my lack of ability to think coherently in lieu of the mess i created in my head. i think my brain almost died. and in between somehow i recalled the dream i had last night, of how someone super duper close to me (NO idea who) died, but got revived cus we shook her.
anyway, we are finally going to get our asses down to NY! after june's H1N1 which caused us to cancel our trip. i'm quite glad actually, since its christmas this time round so not only will the weather be awesome, there will be christmas in the airrrrrrrrr =D think pretty lights, big ass christmas trees, SHOPPING and starbucks coffee in special red cups! i think the only downsides are that a) sherms leaves on the 3rd to china and i get back on the 28th. that means NO HOLIDAY for both of us together b) i will miss xmas in singapore, c) most of the aus and us people will be back and i dont get to hang out that much with them ): haha nvms, in light of the fact that i am only taking 3.5mods next sem (and a 3 day week, of which 1 day has 1.5hrs of lesson only), i do hope i can have more time to play. this sem just passed too quickly and there was just too much to be done.
so i have to admit that i am a farmville geek, i better make it known before MMMM tries to sabotage my reputation by defaming me. SO DONT SAY I DIDNT MENTION IT FIRST. honestly, fv is the best fb game you will ever ever play, i promise!
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| to cut/not to cut |
[Thursday
November 12th, 2009 3:41am] |
for the past 3 months i've been wanting to go cut my hair, namely because my fringe is sooooo long and heavy it irks me. but of course, theres this stupid thing called school and because having a hair cut is just so time consuming, i refuse to allocate some time to it. but the irony of it all is that i'm finally going for my hair cut, when exams are just around the corner. hah, life is weird.
anyway the thing every time i know i'm going to cut my hair, i always have this internal struggle - drastic change or stay the same? generally, i kinda know i'm the sort of person who's resistant to change yet it seems like an awful waste of $$ to go to kr and just have a trim. so time after time, i discuss the possibilities of doing something so radically different with my hair, something to the extent of chopping my curls off, something that makes people go 'hey, you cut your hair!' and true that, this is precisely what is happening now. i even went to this site whereby you can upload a picture of yourself and try on different hairstyles, i'd post them here but i'm far too embarrassed to do so. probably cus they look kinda spastic, but mostly cus i'm not proud of the fact i'm that retarded.
the thing is, even after ALL THIS, a tiny part of me knows i'm just going to get a trim. which sucks, because i wish i were brave enough to change it, i wish i had the courage to tell my hairdresser to cut it all off, but that's not going to happen. at least i don't think it will. i don't think i could live with having less than average hair through this festive period. haha and the best part is, i'm still going to be thinking, all the way till saturday, to cut or not to cut, decisions, decisions.
oh and i just have to add, i want a micro pig for x'mas.
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| of love and friendships |
[Thursday
October 22nd, 2009 9:41pm] |
generally when i blog its because i have something to say, something i want to remember, something i hope won't ever disappear. but more often than not, its because i don't want to forget a particular feeling, yet i wouldn't say i divulge so much that anyone who reads would know exactly what kind of person i am. i've never understood why some people shared so much, does it not make them feel exposed? okay, that aside, i still think i tend to blog when i'm bored/procrastinating.
( the disparity of places we go to )
sometimes i really think i have so much to be thankful for in life, and despite all the shit we get from school, life still is, generally, good.with 2 research papers down this week, i'm still left with 1 more presentation. and before i know it, its gonna be the holidays! christmas is already in the air! i can feel it, decorations are up! and even though i find that each year christmas is so overhyped and overrated, i still feel awfully happy when it's around the corner ((((:
the other day i happened to be chatting with a friend on love. sometimes i wonder how it's evolved, don't mind me since i haven't actually been dating for the past 5-6 years. whether it really is that simple now, whereby you just go by pure chemistry, or whether there's actually some form of explanation behind it. should we just go with the flow, or are there certain factors we have to think through before making a choice about the person we date. does it matter that the person you're attracted to isn't exactly how you envisioned them to be like? also, how does a relationship last, is it premised on companionship or is there a need for a constant spark? but we didn't just talk about romantic love, we spoke of platonic love, which brings me to the point, do you think it's possible that people just click? or is there a need for some form of common ground? does it need constant effort and nurturing? tell me what you think! (:
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| it's that loving feeling |
[Thursday
October 8th, 2009 1:04am] |
tonight we headed to the esplanade for stomp which although short, was really entertaining and amusing.
but that's not the point of tonight.
tonight i am reminded of how good we are together, how happy you make me feel, how just one cheeky smile of yours can melt my heart and how one kiss can create a thousand butterflies in my stomach.
tonight i remember that i believe in that irrational, giddy, head-over-heels kind of love, the sort that makes you smile to yourself for no reason, the kind that makes you want to dance around in circles, the type of love that makes you understand what it means to be able to give up your all for one person.
and no matter how irritating i say you are, you make me forget the rationality of love, you make me believe that everything can be as magical as it seems, and that this huge, grand notion of love, would mean nothing, absolutely nothing, without you.
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| 5 years on |
[Saturday
October 3rd, 2009 11:47pm] |
and i know it's gonna be me and you, forever and always.
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| 21 love for the best friend |
[Thursday
September 17th, 2009 10:31pm] |
getting into the routine of school is so mundane. it's like every day seems so predictable and planned. in and out lessons, back home for readings, even the weekends seemed 'constrained'. i detest school in every single way possible. 5 weeks into school and i haven't done my nails or toes in 5 weeks, i haven't gone to town for the sole purpose of shopping in 5 weeks. i haven't spent a day not thinking about work/readings in 5 weeks. seriously, where's the meaning in life??
anyway enough with the soppy stuff, last weekend we celebrated moks birthday! (: ting and i didnt have a present cus we ordered it from Australia so enny's gonna bring it back! but what sucks is i accidentally leaked out what it was while asking mon to guess ): i am such a d.o.o.o.o.o.f its unbelievable.
( happy 21st my bestest best friend (: )
extended long weekend!! fri, sat, sun, mon! (: awesomeness. i think im allergic to school cus i feel so happy when theres no school. i mean that ought to account for something right?? haha, okay gonna go drink soup now!
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| life as we know it |
[Tuesday
September 1st, 2009 7:45pm] |
it's officially september! i think the only exciting thing about this month (besides my bezzzieeezzzz 21st) is the fact that one tree hill, greek, greys, lie to me, 90210, how i met your mother and brothers and sisters ALL RETURN! you can imagine the immense joy i am feeling!! (though i'm still kinda sad that make it or break it and royal pains only return next year). with all these awesome serials, school can suck it. (yea as if.)
okay so i'm stuck in school waiting for sherms to finish his LTB meeting which apparently is very inefficient cus they take so frikkin long to do what they need to do. it feels so late cus the sky is actually dark and my tummy is growling!! 3rd week into school and i'm officially SICK OF SCHOOL (surprise surprise, like who isn't) i want to blog about nice interesting things but unfortunately my life is so sad and boring i really can't. so let's see, what has been interesting......
oh oh, the other day, ting and i conspired to make mon watch 'the orphan'. knowing that she wouldnt agree to watch it cus it looks like such a 'horror' kinda movie, we bought tix and told her we were watching this korean show. so since we could only get tickets at cathay, we were concerned with how there's the sign outside the theatre which displays what you're gonna watch so we devised this plan whereby i would drop a bottle of water and mon would pick it up so she wouldn't see the display. so while walking towards the theatre we were 'preparing' our move when we realised that the display wasn't working! so we went into the theatre, sat down and just at that moment the words 'THE ORPHAN' appeared on the screen. from that moment onwards, mon sat there curled up to the side, eyes closed and hands covering her ears. WHAT A RETARD.
omg that was the single more entertaining thing that happened to me in the last 2 weeks. my life really IS SAD (and my farm is ugly) had steamboat with tingy and sherms on saturday where sherms ate SO MUCH and ting ate like a bit, got full, and like 15 minutes later started eating a coconut saying she wasn't full anymore. after that we proceeded to coerce sherms into eating more nonsense in exchange for free drinks+dessert. sadly we failed =/ after that we went to prive for a drink w mon and jack (who just got back from korea cus he went for major plastic surgery)
 
 
yummy lychee blackberry mojito
and the other day we had dinner at ember, this small but excellent restaurant. the foie gras was flavoured nicely and pan fried such that the top layer was crispy! i had the pan fried chilean sea bass with truffle yuzu sauce. simply divine. and for those who know me well, i kinda despise fish. but this one was crispy on the outside, smooth on the inside and the sauce was to die for.
this was the only picture i took with my phone. was too lazy to take picture of anything else.
okay shall leave you with 2 retarded pics of sherms and i in school
 
p.s. i was kidding about jack going for major plastic surgery. HAHA
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