| goodbye! |
[Friday
January 8th, 2010 3:22pm] |
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hi guys, it's been more than 3 years of candycrazee and i've finally decided to move over to wordpress. it's been a good 3 years here, filled with beautiful memories but its a NEW decade and some things just have to change. so if you're still keen in following my life and it's little ups and downs (i do hope it's mostly ups), here you go! deliciousxdelirium.wordpress.com/
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| NEWYORK NEWYORK. |
[Sunday
January 3rd, 2010 6:03am] |
it's almost been a week since we've got back from new york and i must say i actually appreciate the warmth here in Singapore a little bit more. thank goodness i didn't suffer from jet lag cus it that would just be a huge waste of my time. also, i have to say that i don't think i could live away from Singapore for extended periods of time cus i simply miss Singaporean food WAYYY TOO MUCH.
anyway i guess pictures are definitely more interesting than words so yea, i shall do a nice long photo filled entry (:
( 1 <3 NY )
WOW, i cant believe i wasted my time writing such a LONG ENTRY! haven't even started school and i'm already procrastinating. sigh, i look at the amount of readings i have to get done before school starts on tuesday and i feel like crawling into a hole to hope, wish and pray that time will stand still. how is it that school can ignite such hatred within me. i dont think i will ever understand why. for now i'm off to bed!
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| the weather outside is frightful and there's no fire to make it delightful |
[Thursday
December 24th, 2009 8:59am] |
greetings from NYC! i'm currently freezing my ass off in the hotel room with a little time to spare before heading out to dinner at jean georges! i hope the food is better than daniel's which was in my opinion kinda disappointing for a 3 star michelin restaurant (though the service was excellent). anyway NYC has been nothing but cold, snow, wind, and more cold. generally the temperatures are below 0 so you kinda get the drift. we've been here for the past 9 nights with 2 nights spent at niagara falls, but i don't feel like we've even done much. till now we haven't gone to the empire state building, nor have we even really gone shopping. i mean we have gone a little but its so troublesome to try stuff we end up just browsing. what is this right?!?! i know i know, touristy holidays much. 18 hours all the way up and we're tortured in the blistering cold with NOTHING TO BUY ): this is devastation at its finest. okay fine fine, i shall not be so melodramatic.
the city is gorgeous though, the buildings, apartments, streets. especially now that there's snow all around. it's true though what they say about how the city never sleeps. every corner is thronged with masses, no matter what time of the day and macy's is open 24 hours (so hopefully it wont be too cold to go there later after dinner). i do however want to come back home already. i'd much rather come back in spring/fall when the weather's more bearable. anyway, i'll update more with pictures when i get back/have the time. just thought i'd drop by!
and even though i'm bundled up under 4 layers, somehow the heart isn't warmed up, without you by my side.
( and a few pictures of girly <3 )
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| love musings |
[Friday
November 27th, 2009 11:28pm] |
last night in my semi conscious state, i know you kissed me on my forehead and brought my head to rest right by your heart. and even though i was half asleep, i knew i wasn't dreaming.
it's these little things that make me feel blessed to be loved by you <3
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| holidays come quick won't you! |
[Wednesday
November 25th, 2009 5:25pm] |
with conflicts over, it feels like the holidays are here! despite how badly it went.... i think YTM secretly likes to torture us. the amount of issues that had to be covered, the pathetic 3 hours for 3 hypos, the panic you felt when you exceed 1 hour for each hypo, the massive flipping through notes, the SMALL desk, my lack of ability to think coherently in lieu of the mess i created in my head. i think my brain almost died. and in between somehow i recalled the dream i had last night, of how someone super duper close to me (NO idea who) died, but got revived cus we shook her.
anyway, we are finally going to get our asses down to NY! after june's H1N1 which caused us to cancel our trip. i'm quite glad actually, since its christmas this time round so not only will the weather be awesome, there will be christmas in the airrrrrrrrr =D think pretty lights, big ass christmas trees, SHOPPING and starbucks coffee in special red cups! i think the only downsides are that a) sherms leaves on the 3rd to china and i get back on the 28th. that means NO HOLIDAY for both of us together b) i will miss xmas in singapore, c) most of the aus and us people will be back and i dont get to hang out that much with them ): haha nvms, in light of the fact that i am only taking 3.5mods next sem (and a 3 day week, of which 1 day has 1.5hrs of lesson only), i do hope i can have more time to play. this sem just passed too quickly and there was just too much to be done.
so i have to admit that i am a farmville geek, i better make it known before MMMM tries to sabotage my reputation by defaming me. SO DONT SAY I DIDNT MENTION IT FIRST. honestly, fv is the best fb game you will ever ever play, i promise!
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| to cut/not to cut |
[Thursday
November 12th, 2009 3:41am] |
for the past 3 months i've been wanting to go cut my hair, namely because my fringe is sooooo long and heavy it irks me. but of course, theres this stupid thing called school and because having a hair cut is just so time consuming, i refuse to allocate some time to it. but the irony of it all is that i'm finally going for my hair cut, when exams are just around the corner. hah, life is weird.
anyway the thing every time i know i'm going to cut my hair, i always have this internal struggle - drastic change or stay the same? generally, i kinda know i'm the sort of person who's resistant to change yet it seems like an awful waste of $$ to go to kr and just have a trim. so time after time, i discuss the possibilities of doing something so radically different with my hair, something to the extent of chopping my curls off, something that makes people go 'hey, you cut your hair!' and true that, this is precisely what is happening now. i even went to this site whereby you can upload a picture of yourself and try on different hairstyles, i'd post them here but i'm far too embarrassed to do so. probably cus they look kinda spastic, but mostly cus i'm not proud of the fact i'm that retarded.
the thing is, even after ALL THIS, a tiny part of me knows i'm just going to get a trim. which sucks, because i wish i were brave enough to change it, i wish i had the courage to tell my hairdresser to cut it all off, but that's not going to happen. at least i don't think it will. i don't think i could live with having less than average hair through this festive period. haha and the best part is, i'm still going to be thinking, all the way till saturday, to cut or not to cut, decisions, decisions.
oh and i just have to add, i want a micro pig for x'mas.
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| of love and friendships |
[Thursday
October 22nd, 2009 9:41pm] |
generally when i blog its because i have something to say, something i want to remember, something i hope won't ever disappear. but more often than not, its because i don't want to forget a particular feeling, yet i wouldn't say i divulge so much that anyone who reads would know exactly what kind of person i am. i've never understood why some people shared so much, does it not make them feel exposed? okay, that aside, i still think i tend to blog when i'm bored/procrastinating.
( the disparity of places we go to )
sometimes i really think i have so much to be thankful for in life, and despite all the shit we get from school, life still is, generally, good.with 2 research papers down this week, i'm still left with 1 more presentation. and before i know it, its gonna be the holidays! christmas is already in the air! i can feel it, decorations are up! and even though i find that each year christmas is so overhyped and overrated, i still feel awfully happy when it's around the corner ((((:
the other day i happened to be chatting with a friend on love. sometimes i wonder how it's evolved, don't mind me since i haven't actually been dating for the past 5-6 years. whether it really is that simple now, whereby you just go by pure chemistry, or whether there's actually some form of explanation behind it. should we just go with the flow, or are there certain factors we have to think through before making a choice about the person we date. does it matter that the person you're attracted to isn't exactly how you envisioned them to be like? also, how does a relationship last, is it premised on companionship or is there a need for a constant spark? but we didn't just talk about romantic love, we spoke of platonic love, which brings me to the point, do you think it's possible that people just click? or is there a need for some form of common ground? does it need constant effort and nurturing? tell me what you think! (:
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| it's that loving feeling |
[Thursday
October 8th, 2009 1:04am] |
tonight we headed to the esplanade for stomp which although short, was really entertaining and amusing.
but that's not the point of tonight.
tonight i am reminded of how good we are together, how happy you make me feel, how just one cheeky smile of yours can melt my heart and how one kiss can create a thousand butterflies in my stomach.
tonight i remember that i believe in that irrational, giddy, head-over-heels kind of love, the sort that makes you smile to yourself for no reason, the kind that makes you want to dance around in circles, the type of love that makes you understand what it means to be able to give up your all for one person.
and no matter how irritating i say you are, you make me forget the rationality of love, you make me believe that everything can be as magical as it seems, and that this huge, grand notion of love, would mean nothing, absolutely nothing, without you.
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| 21 love for the best friend |
[Thursday
September 17th, 2009 10:31pm] |
getting into the routine of school is so mundane. it's like every day seems so predictable and planned. in and out lessons, back home for readings, even the weekends seemed 'constrained'. i detest school in every single way possible. 5 weeks into school and i haven't done my nails or toes in 5 weeks, i haven't gone to town for the sole purpose of shopping in 5 weeks. i haven't spent a day not thinking about work/readings in 5 weeks. seriously, where's the meaning in life??
anyway enough with the soppy stuff, last weekend we celebrated moks birthday! (: ting and i didnt have a present cus we ordered it from Australia so enny's gonna bring it back! but what sucks is i accidentally leaked out what it was while asking mon to guess ): i am such a d.o.o.o.o.o.f its unbelievable.
( happy 21st my bestest best friend (: )
extended long weekend!! fri, sat, sun, mon! (: awesomeness. i think im allergic to school cus i feel so happy when theres no school. i mean that ought to account for something right?? haha, okay gonna go drink soup now!
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